Loud Cover

Loud Cover

Premier 100 Guitar Amplifier   Volume gets everyone's attention. It's powerful, and all too often, can't be ignored....

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A Hundred Answers

A Hundred Answers

Fisherman's Wharf, Monterey, California   She sat there on those steps most afternoons, reading a book checked out...

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Not A Lot of Words

Not A Lot of Words

Monterey Bay, Monterey, California   I've mixed the audio for thousands of TV commercials. One of my favorite...

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Purring Clicks

Purring Clicks

El Porto, Manhattan Beach, Califonia   In the early morning sun, drinking deep the cool, fresh air, I release the...

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Gnomes and Flamingos

Gnomes and Flamingos

I saw a raven sitting on a garden gnome. I’m not the kind of person to put a gnome in my yard, but they’re fun to look at,...

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A Matter of Doubt 

A Matter of Doubt 

Zomewhere, Berlin, Germany   Maybe you know what it's like: I can't do this. I'm just fooling myself. Who the hell do...

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Mental Curation

Mental Curation

Hamburger Bahnhof - Museum of Contemporary Art - Berlin - Germany   Did you know, Gambel's quail, which lives in the...

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My Secret

My Secret

A million years ago, in the late ‘70s, I moved to Hollywood to work in the recording studios. I had all the usual problems:...

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Oh No Not Holly’s

Oh No Not Holly’s

Pacific Grove, California I just found out that our favorite breakfast and lunch place, Holly's Lighthouse Cafe in Pacific...

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The Waitress’s Eyes

The Waitress’s Eyes

Donna's eyes through a kaleidoscope, The Hamburger Bahnhof Museum, Berlin, Germany  We ventured out to one of our favorite...

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Juggling the Heat

Juggling the Heat

Highway 1, Central California Coast All-day long, I pulled hot plastic parts out of a plastic injection molder. It was a...

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Claude and the Fawn

Claude and the Fawn

Nepenthe, Big Sur, California When I was a child, I saw a black and white photo of my grandfather, Claude Redenbaugh, on...

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Ships Not Seen

Ships Not Seen

Asilomar State Beach, California There's a famous story of Christopher Columbus landing in the new world. Even though he...

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The Detour

The Detour

Monterey Bay, Monterey, California I went out for my Sunday morning romp. It was chilly, the good kind that wakes you up...

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Pete’s Magic

Pete’s Magic

When I was a kid, we had a neighborhood bike shop named Pete’s. It was in a dirty white house on the corner with a mountain...

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Common Beauty

Common Beauty

Avila Beach, California This morning I peered out our bedroom window. The sun was angling across the yard, lighting up the...

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Ara’s Garden

Ara’s Garden

Monterey, California Ara lived down the street in one of those houses that sits way back from the road with a big front...

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A Murder of Crows

A Murder of Crows

Joshua Tree National Park, California I was walking next to a park several blocks from our house when I saw a dead crow in...

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The Shapes to Come

The Shapes to Come

Berlin, Germany This morning, I walked through the yard of the Monterey Museum of Art and came across a pair of sculptures...

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Our Mutual Relative

Our Mutual Relative

Venice Beach, California I’m walking through the Park. Spring’s starting to look like summer with leaved trees, a warm sun,...

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The Green Button

The Green Button

Otari MTR-12 Mastering Tape Machine I sat down between the speakers and pushed the green play button on the remote. I heard...

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Welcomed by the Sun

Welcomed by the Sun

Pacific Grove, California I love spring. Everything's coming alive, waking from a long sleep, welcomed by the warm sun,...

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Vintage Apothecary

Vintage Apothecary

Tuolumne, California I have my version of this, a way of carrying myself that helps me fit into the world. It fascinates...

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Slow and Easy Float

Slow and Easy Float

Desert Hot Springs, California Last week we drove out to the Mojave Desert to a 1940s motel with a natural hot spring. I've...

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Hairy Legs Stomping

Hairy Legs Stomping

Mission Bell, Monterey, California I had a girlfriend, Ann, who owned a horse sixteen hands tall. She named it, Freedom,...

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Applying the Future

Applying the Future

The Fourth Floor, Monterey, California They've been painting the trim on our office building. What does it feel like to be...

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Generous Nuances

Generous Nuances

Window Shopping, Monterey, California I had an attorney named Allan Stamm. He was over 70 years old when I hired him to put...

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Infirm Adherence

Infirm Adherence

Somewhere, California I’ve been thinking about the word integrity. Merriam-Webster defines it as: firm adherence to a code...

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Message In a Bottle

Message In a Bottle

Anywhere, California I walked into a public restroom and found beautiful white and violet flowers sitting next to the sink...

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Shaded in Yellow

Shaded in Yellow

Monterey Vista, Monterey, California With a cold winter chill in the air, I walked up a hill towards our house; my coat...

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Garish Plastic Flowers

Garish Plastic Flowers

El Carmelo Cemetery, Pacific Grove, California Early one morning, I was out for my Sunday morning romp on my bike. On the...

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Pokers and Paper

Pokers and Paper

Asilomar State Beach, Monterey, California Early last Sunday morning down at the wharf, we saw an older woman with a bag...

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Groovy Ruts

Groovy Ruts

In-flight, Monterey, California The twinkling lights are coming down, and the eggnog is going sour. Everything seems the...

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The Flame of Intention

The Flame of Intention

Highway I-25 north of Chugwater, Wyoming The week between the holidays has a feel. No other week feels quite like it. For...

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Space and Silence

Space and Silence

Berlin, Germany The sun felt warm, friendly, and inviting on my face; I just leaned up against the concrete wall and let it...

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The Beauty of Use

The Beauty of Use

Multivox Premier 100R Guitar Amplifier The Japanese have a word, wabi-sabi, which means finding beauty in the imperfection...

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The Blank Wall

The Blank Wall

Black Sand Beach, Sayulita, Mexico What should we do with the blank wall in our living room? Yes, we could put a piece of...

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Morrie’s Alchemy

Morrie’s Alchemy

First Rain, Monterey, California Thanksgiving evening after dessert, our host passed around paper and pens and asked us to...

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Surface Tension

Surface Tension

Berlin, Germany When I think of surface tension, I'm usually thinking of bugs skipping across water. It's the attraction...

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A Healthier Bondage

A Healthier Bondage

Somewherezig, Germany I saw a cigarette butt on the sidewalk. A long butt more than half a cigarette, and I felt a pang, an...

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Slow Moving Sideways

Slow Moving Sideways

Tiergarten, Biergarten, Berlin, Germany It’s a Sunday afternoon in the beer garden with people laughing and munching wurst,...

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An Accent with Quiche

An Accent with Quiche

Zumevhere, Germany I sat in the Paris Bakery, sipping an Americano, eating spinach quiche, and trying to read. Two older...

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Happy Accidents

Happy Accidents

Big Sur, California I’m fascinated by the creative process. There’s nothing, and then there’s something; ideas and feelings...

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A Problem with Porridge

A Problem with Porridge

Kindergarden, Berlin, Germany When I was five years old, one of my older brothers taught me how to ride a bike on a beat-up...

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Fresh Cashews Old Songs

Fresh Cashews Old Songs

König Galerie, Berlin, Germany I never know how I’m going to feel. I go to the river expecting a good time, smell fresh...

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A Crockpot and A Wig

A Crockpot and A Wig

Jettenbach, Germany A woman down the street had an estate sale. I met Sandra as soon as I walked in the gate, cheerful and...

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Two Hands Up

Two Hands Up

Desert Hot Springs, California I drove down the road with both hands on top the wheel, thumbs touching one another, gliding...

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Chainsaw

Chainsaw

Fiscalini Preserve, Cambria, California I went for a walk in the forest. As I left the house, I heard a chainsaw, not...

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Beach Board Arm Head

Beach Board Arm Head

Asilomar State Beach, Monterey, California I stood and watched the beach, the sun reflected off the rough surface of the...

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Bill’s Old Jacket

Bill’s Old Jacket

Municipal Pier, Monterey, California I was out walking in our old Venice neighborhood one afternoon. I turned the corner to...

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Knife on the Right

Knife on the Right

Fishermans Wharf, Monterey, California A few years ago, I started experimenting with different ways to set the table....

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Maria’s Super Power

Maria’s Super Power

Nepenthe, Big Sur, California We employed a woman named Maria Martinez. She came by once a week to clean and moved through...

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Meditation Slut

Meditation Slut

Millennium Bridge Sculpture, Commons Park, Denver, Colorado There are many different types of meditation: mindfulness,...

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Mary Jane & Ice Cream

Mary Jane & Ice Cream

The Peace Fence, Monterey, California It was hard to get. You had to have connections. If you looked right, long hair, bell...

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The Clean Fish

The Clean Fish

Fisherman's Wharf, Monterey, California Late one afternoon, it started to rain, a soft, cold mountain rain, and my dad went...

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An Altar of Nothing

An Altar of Nothing

San Carlos Cathedral, Monterey, CA An Altar of Nothing I was in a meditation group for over a decade. The meetings were...

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Gear Myth and Berries

Gear Myth and Berries

Neve 1066 I still have a bunch of old analog audio gear. Some of it keeps going up in value, and people still use this...

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Missive 52: Flight

Missive 52: Flight

San Jacinto Wilderness, California I’ve been writing my weekly missive for a year. I named them missives because I didn’t...

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Listen to the Crows

Listen to the Crows

Del Monte Forest, Monterey, California I was walking on a path through the Del Monte forest when a crow flew over and...

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Lost in Process

Lost in Process

Municipal Pier Monterey, California It was a bright mid-tempo rock song, and everyone wanted to get it right. We were...

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The Banyan Tree

The Banyan Tree

Banyan tree, Lahaina, Maui, Hawaii They look like tattoos. The tree’s over a hundred years old, and the writing is in many...

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Touch vs Feel

Touch vs Feel

I recently spent some time in Mexico with an old friend, Galen Wathen, a chiropractor turned bodyworker. During our...

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The Missing Gorilla

The Missing Gorilla

In a recent study, a number of radiologists looked at a series of X-rays as if they were looking for lung cancer. On one of...

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In the hand of a Dream

In the hand of a Dream

Shure PE50SP Vocal Microphone This Shure PE50 pictured in the photo belongs to Donna Rawlins (my wife). She used it, on and...

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Hiding in Silence

Hiding in Silence

Photo of original wall, San Carlos Cathedral One of the fascinating things about seeing paintings by the old masters is...

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Earth Day, 49 Years 

Earth Day, 49 Years 

Haleakala Sunset, Maui, Hawaii I remember the first Earth Day in 1970. We used different words back then: water pollution,...

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2285

2285

When walking through a forest, I’ve noticed certain unique trees, usually located some distance from each other: they are...

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Saving Grace

Saving Grace

The summer I was sixteen, I thought, this may be my last summer to goof off because I’ll probably have to work every summer...

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Craft Meets Art

Craft Meets Art

On a recent trip to Mexico, we met a woman who worked on a foot-pump Singer sewing machine with hand-tooled silver inlays....

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Process and Time

Process and Time

Years ago, I was walking through the halls of a small record company in Hollywood and bumped into the CEO. An artist friend...

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A Shade of Aesthetic

A Shade of Aesthetic

My dad hated rock music. He tolerated it, but mostly he scoffed at it, even the Beatles. We were watching the Lawrence Welk...

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Antiquated Music

Antiquated Music

Sonic expressions have been tumbling out of humanity for a long time. We have archeological evidence that humans have been...

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Music and Cheese

Music and Cheese

At my first real job in a recording studio, sitting in sessions and watching the producers, engineers, musicians, and...

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Woven into the Fabric

Woven into the Fabric

One of the things I’ve always loved about working in the studio is walking in, flipping on the equipment, opening the...

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Loud

Loud

Volume gets everyone's attention. It’s powerful, and all too often, it can’t be ignored. But it’s also a cheap trick. You...

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Guitar vs. Drum

Guitar vs. Drum

I read an article the other day that stated, “In the digital era, guitars no longer rule popular music.” Yeah, well, that’s...

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Order and Chaos

Order and Chaos

The minds propensity to construct order out of chaos is unavoidable. It’s an undefinable idea and extremely difficult for...

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Quality vs. Popularity

Quality vs. Popularity

Donna and I went into a popular restaurant in Palm Springs, and because it was crowded, we thought, “it must be good.” But...

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The Creative Process

The Creative Process

I’ve always been fascinated by the creative process. There’s nothing, and then, there’s something. Many books and courses...

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Audio has Attitude

Audio has Attitude

When I recorded guitars for rock bands, I hated those little effects boxes guitar players love. I preferred instead to plug...

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A Deeper Focus

A Deeper Focus

I love to photograph rain puddles, focusing deep into the water to reveal the trees, clouds, and sky from a new...

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Balance and Craft

Balance and Craft

I ordered a sandwich the other day at a local shop; they make great sandwiches, but some of the workers make them better...

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Is art instinctive?

Is art instinctive?

Instinct is defined as a natural propensity, an intuitive way, an innate behavior, from Latin: instinctus, which means...

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Now

Now

Now There are only 26 letters and a handful of dots, lines, and squiggles, and with that, we can represent all the ideas of...

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